Lana pt 2

aahh...the tuesday...so much to say, so little memory...u see, i have this habit that suddenly ive got alot to say, but suddenly, within a snap, everything gone....aisshh....so terrible...ahhh...well, ive got this very BIG problem...i STILL cant get over lana...or maybe i cant never get over her at all, as much as i tried with all available possibilities that existed in the knowledge of mankind....i'll tell yu why...first, the feeling when shes around me, be it physically or cyberly (whatever dat means), my hands will start trembling, small chance that my nose might bleed, and nervous tensions grow...its a feeling so different i felt when i was with my former love...so different..VASTLY diffferent.....something which makes me feel so soft on the inside, and a sense of..how to say...well, i cant find the right words for this...but its an unexplained phenomenon dat happened to me whenever shes around...haha..welllll..i dunno what to say....i guess im still in love with the all ever lovely lana.....always.....savvyy..