i feel wierd. today. truthfully, i cannot remember some people and places and things ever since i got back. i kept quiet, at the same time trying to jog back my memories. but certain things i simply cant seem to remember. good or bad. after a while, i finally remember some things only. what happened to me during my trip, i cannot remember. serious. somehow my memory, part of it, seems blank, like i missed a certain events in my life. i cannot remember how my love life was. only a lil, but not all. i cannot remember how to get to the place where most youngsters would go, orchard. but after looking up the street directory and what rides to take, i finally remember. i need help. jog my memory back to life ive lead before. although i cannot remember how, but i can remember why. becuz without my blank memories, i dont know what actually happened to me on that trip, during that fateful day. dear god, help me in this. for you are my true guide in this. help me. and anyone out there. you may be my friend or enemy all these while, but forgive me, i really cannot differentiate this time round. i may not be able to recognise you now, but i will, with your help, i promise. help me.
