the bad n ugly day

today was just okay until in the early wee hours in the morning that spoil my day...was taking the bus to work, and it was pretty crowded...my god, and it was stuffy too...and the annoying part came when i was gonna sit down, and theres this man from the front he managed to actually squeeze thru the crowd just take my seat...and that really pissed me off man...he then gave me the 'sorry' look....and i gave him the 'whatever' look....we didnt speak to each other at all...i just cant be bothered with these things....

next was at work, i to train for a parade and do some drills under the hot scorching sun...wtf...its so hot that i cant bear the heat...i think the heat was so strong that it can even give u a stroke...

maybe today was a bad day....i dont wats gonna happen next....i hope the next thing will be sth nice and pleasant....and i feel so bored n lonely now...haiz....sumbody pls give me sum company...need sum1 to talk to.... =(

the end of life

during those times, you may seen me walking with my head held high...but all that didnt last forever...another time u might seen me crawling bleeding all over....and even dat didnt stop there...and now, u may have seen me lying on the floor, without having the strength to get on my foot again.....and dats becuz events on life has made me fall..and fallen ive become...with pains here and there....to be on the edge of breaking down, and no ones there to save you....

speaking of which...im goin to australia soon...for a holiday....and it seems living here is full of hate and pain...maybe i needed a break...a break from all those sayings of me and stuffs of my personal life...and this get pretty annoyying by the day.....i needed to get away....to have a peace of mind and life....away from hatred and heartbreaks......please..spare me all those pains uve caused me....

pain and pain and pain

had a tough week dis week...well, i think im suffering a concussion and some muscles aches all over my body....well, i went to the boarding team member course organised by PCG...it abt combat training and how to handle dangerous suspects and how to attack them using bare hands as well as my revolver...was very though...was battered and bruised everywhere on the body...including my back..my back pain is coming back to haunt me again...i just hope this time it wasnt worst...i pray to God that i'll be alright...and hopefully i'll pull this whole course through....

anw, was missing gorgeous "s" alot....yea...missing her lots...